The Last Day

Ok so im gonna make it quick..
Cause I just came back from work and I hve to sleep a little earlier as I have something to attend tmr, besides predawn fast, I had something else. So I have to rest up..

Aite, so in my previous post I mentioned abt getting angry and sad at the same time due to work..
well, first bcause I have to work together with straits times, which I did not sign up for before I started working. Well ok, at first I did not know they're both working together, and eversince ST members exchanged working with BT, im trying to get d whole idea of what's going on. And these happend right after Joanna (our so called boss) took leave for half a year, and will be back on Nov. Well tbh I nvr wanted to work at ST, I know their work are much faster then BT, but.. I dunno Im just afraid that I cant do good for ST. They're so complicated. But im still a BT girl..
Secondly, I have to freakin change my desk and work together with the ST in the ST office, which they have a lot of PC everywhr, and basically ur sits are just.. anwhr u like. Well I'd rather stay in my own desk, and stick to only one PC. Anyhu my desk and I have been together for 5 months now, ive alr decorated it with my stuffs, and im alr comfortable with them, then I had to leave them much earlier bfore my last day of work. Which is soo sad ok. I wasnt expecting that.
Thirdly, ST is so freakin squeezy and noisy.. I prefer a much peaceful office just like Bt.
Fourth, Im not sure whther ill be able to change to morning shift. My contract will mostly end sometime around the end of the month, and I had to find a replacement for pm shift to replace me, found two, but none of them wants pm shift. Too much new stuff are alr choosing am than pm shift. And so hard to find s replacement for me. Right now, im still unsure of which shift i will be taking after my contract end. And high chances are, im gonna stick to the way I am now, which is noo, im praying hard for it to not happen.

Its been a messed up eversince no one is incharge of BT when Joanna wasnt around., and that ST and BT had to work together. Really, I almost gave up working here, no not because of the work, because of the whole system. (idontevenknowwhatisitcalled) .

So it was my last day today, and I have to clear up and bring home most of my things from my desk. I left my small teddies and dolls, drawings, and my eunhyuk mirror on the table. Just so people know that im still in the building, somewhr, but not on my desk. They will know that the desk still belongs to me. Anyhu, no one will be working on the desk anm. As long as im still working in the building, no one can touch my desk till the very last day of my work here is done.

None of my colleagues know about this cause I choose to not tell them. I dint get to say goodbye them. Still Theyre just the best. They know how to feed me very well which I appreciate alot. Before I end work I get to hug all my stuffs there. my pc, desk, chair, noticeboard, fridge, keyboard, drawer, cabinet, jug, floor, switches, calender, mouse and everthing.. cause they really meant very much to me. I gave a last look on the office and walk out of the room.
What im hoping for is by the end of nov when joanna cameback, she would want me to work at BT back. These, I really hoped so hard.. amin!

Ok, thats all..
Just hopefully everything will be okayy..

Ohya anyhu, khai texted me saying that her mum likes me.. hehe.. but why the hell? Haha.

K Goodnight~

-hyqism
And just I was about to post this, my bed collased again.Any kind soul willing to donate us ur bed? Pretty pls..?

K bye

My EXOVIXX feels......

Wuhhhhhhhoooooooo......
Have u seen Vixx's G.R.8.U and EXO's Growl Mvs..
omg.... its happend all in one day man.
As in both MV are out at the same day which is yesterday..
And on the same day I recived VIXX hyde album and EXO XOXO album
My day can't get any better after getting their aalbums and watch their new MVs. And I was suppose to get mad cause the pakage I got from SingPost were damged and it caused my hyde album crumpled at the side.. but I guess that my EXOVIXX feels calm me down ehy.. just too excited and fangurling all day..well ok its was my VIXX feels at first. I wasnt even mad at the seller for using those kind of wrapping pakage. Infact I  suggested them to use the boxes instead and told them I'll still support thier blogshop.

well u may see I posted mad stuff on twitter. That was one of reason that makes me mad, I mean like cmon, u have stay there doing nothing(nxt post), but then everything went ok after I went bck to my office and watch the Vixx MV again.
Thier MV is soo colourful and creative, it makes people happy, even the song too. U know where they walk and do stuff backward but they're lipsync was moved perfectly. Like wow.!
Then there goes EXO mv comeout at night.. like finallleh SM, its been awhile since they used steadycam all in one take. *baksu* the last time they used this kind of cam angle was during Super Junior It's You era, drama ver. Where they uses steady cam and move from one member to another all in one take with no cuts. Hmm, im guessing that this MV is the dance ver only, well, SM will be relasing 3 more vids soon. Erghh, when can we watch the original MV? But tbh  eventho its a little simple, but good job ah, the cam work make it look awsome.!

Haha,
both EXOVIXX,
Both creative MVs
BOTH GREAT SONG
Got both album
ALL IN ONE DAY..
And my EXOVIXX feels~
7_7

Mind my engrish, too excited and
Still fangurling right now.. haha

Kk mornight.

-hyqism

HOW THE HELL?

HOW IS IT POSSIBLE FOR SOMEONE WHO DID NOT FOLLOW ME LIKED MY INSTA PIC,?

OK, a so called (this-long- lost -far -away- land- who -just- died- in -the- skatepark- I- guess- no- I -was- just- joking- but- really -I -hated - him-so- much- friend) liked one of my pic in instagram.
ok, I guess u gonna think, that "hey he's just liking ur photos, whats wrong with someone liking it", but hey its not because of that its just doenst make any sense..

Alright, not so long and faraway land ago (?), we followed each other right.. ok I accepted his req while my acc is on private.. then after months later, we fought, and I secretly unfollowed him, so ok. And one day I posted a pic and he liked it, so I thought when u unfollow a person tru ur private acc, they wont see ur pics in their timeline right? And I was wrong, they can still see ur pic even after u unfollowed them cause u alr accepted them way before when they followed u. Then one day I decided to go tru his profile and check on his followers, but HELL NAWWW... I found out that he didnt follow me liao.. SO HOW THE HELL DID HE GET TO LIKE MY PHOTOS?
Well I did an experiment of what happened using my sis instacc:

Already a follower-> unfollow her -> she can still see-> her acc unfollowed me-> she cant see cause its on private..

AAND IM STILL WONDERING HOW IN THE FREAKING FOREST CAN HE SEE AND LIKED MY PRIVATE PHOTOS EVEN WHEN WE DIDNT FOLLOW EACH OTHER AT ALL?!

Well I may think that its not a big deal for someone I hated so much liked my photos... BUT hell naww, HOW LAAAA?
His face liking my photos, is really getting on my nerves... its making me so curious..

Haaaaaiiiiiiisssssssss,
Kahhh..... want to sleep ah
Night kk..

-hyqism

Whispering Corridors

Have you heard of "The Whispering Corridors"?
Well its a 1988 SouthKorean horror film which consist of 5 series:

The Whispering Corridors (1998)
The Whispering Corridors 2: Memento Mori (1999)
The Whispering Corridors 3: Wishing Stairs (2003)
The Whispering Corridors 4: Voice (2005)
The Whispering Corridors 5: Blood Pledge (2009)
Im too lazy to xplain, go wiki ya..
Ok so I heard these from the latest horror ep of Running Man (ep155), two days ago, where Gary found out that both Suzy and Jihyo were the ghost sister who will eliminate all 6 boys tru the mirror they used. Then he asked whether is it similar to The Whispering Corridors. So I got curious and start to do research about the movie, and watched the first one. Well it wasnt that scary but it has its plot in it. Maybe it was filmed before 1980s, so the effect that was used wasnt that scary at all. Then yesterday I decided to watch Wishing stairs cause I think its the most viewed I guess, and got to know that Song Jihyo was the main cast. These time, very scary siaa, where her best friend crawl tru the window. U should watch. Haha, after that I decided to watch Blood Pledge cause it has Oh Yeon Seo and Son Eun Seo in it. And wow. Really should watch.!
Basically these stories is all about Girls High school student, where the so-called 'lesbian' ghost hunting thier bestfr's enemy or something I dunno, cause this is what i thought after watching all three film, they have the same plot but different stories and ending in it. Not sure abt the other two, which im gonna watch it today, cause its been hunting me last night in my sleep.
I dreamt about being the high school student and being hunted. Im not really sure abt the dream but I was in it and I experienced the same thing like in the film itself except different story.
Thats what happened if you watched horror film and u skipped/jumped to the next one or even stop in the middle while watching. They gonna follow u back in ur dream if u dint finish it, especially when u alr saw the ghost in it. Thats why I decided on watching the other two series today, Memento Mori and Voice, so I wont dream of the same thing again. Finish everything and get it outta my head.

Kk, thats all ah my dream.
Recommend u to watch horror film alot, cause I enjoy watching it ALONE.

-hyqism

GHOOOSSSSTTTT.!

Kk trust me.
Eventho its the holy month of Ramadhan, I still feel that shivering and eerie feelings I had whrever i go. Since Mum said they are still around even tho its the holy month which everyone believed that all ghost or saytan are locked up in their cells. Well at first I had doubt when she said that, but from what i experienced eversince the eve of ramadhan (the same day one of my relative died) I dint feel that ramadhan mood going on, well maybe I was on holiday the first 3 days or maybe because we're alr missing another one of our family member. But thats not the case.

First night saw a friend tweeted a picture where he saw something white sitting on the tree, I cant really saw it as the pic was blurry, but saw a fading white in it. Then the same night. Dad asked to quickly close the door, cause he saw something standing by the wall moving its body side to side. But I did it cause I know maybe he was just joking around.
At work ive always been scared going to the ladies after 9pm, cause i dont like going alonr. but I got rid of that feelings cause I believed there will be no ghost on Ramadhan, then I started to visit the ladies, everyday after my isyak which is around 9-10, but there was one time when I delayed visiting it, and it was 11, while doing my business, I heard some humming sound going on in one of the cubic. So I ignored it and get out.
On the second week, my sister experienced something else where she went for a night shower at 3am and return to the room and saw some small light playing around under the bed.
Few lil things I xperienced during these two weeks, but i ignored it.

Till on the day after tarawih with family, mum said that during the holy month, only the demon, devil, lucifer, jin and whatever 'bigg boses/general'  kind are the only that were locked up, but not the army (saytan).  Maybe they're the one that played around being ghost trying to scare us. Hehk.  Then after that day not only I experienced more encounter but, its going on more often, not that im scared of ghost, only that I hated them for disturbing me, and its getting on my nerves.
But nahh, maybe its just an illusion of me experiencing it ever since I know abt that saytan not getting locked up on this month thing. Well hopefully it will go away.

And I had a  scary dream.....
Which I will tell on the nxt post..

Hehe, till then.

-hyqism

Extras & Dumba

Hehkk...
Look at my blog yoo.
I put ExoVixx pic cause I shy to put mine la.
Hehe. Plus look at my background pic.. soooo colourfulll and wonderfulll...... its freaking VIXX man. Heh

Dont read my past blog. Hek cause I sound so patheticly Pathetic gila bab, pasal seekor dumba can make my life became pathetic, OMG. plus, do mind my english/singlish/korglish/malayish wtv lish la and my gramma, grandpa, evrything la, cause my english ish sho bad I dunno why haiyaaa carambaaa laa. Now also verly bad otteokaji~

K bye dumba(s)
P.s
Dumba kirakan my friendclub ahh.. sapa2 call their friend each other dumba, they are my friend actually. NOT, DUDE WTH?. Hah. U know why?

CAUSE I FREAKIN MADE UP THAT DUMBA WORD AND WHO THE FREAKIN HELL NO ORIGINALITY WAN USE MY DUMBA WORD HA? EVERYONE STARTED USING IT SO FRUSTRATED SIAAAAAA...........
must bikin copyright ah for my word, sape pakai, be it on twitter fb or what ever social site, org pakai dumba word, must freakin sue everyone of them..

*insertevillaughter*

-hyqism

updated story of HYQISM

haha, yo blogspot..

its been awhile ehy? bet you missed me so muuchhh.. hekk~
im working now, since its a monday, there's not really much news to do now, so i thought of updating YOU(blogspot) of what and how i've been doing ehyy .. Tbh, what i've gone tru eversince i start work, is a whole new thing for me.

im gonna keep short la ehy.. malas nak ingat balik punn.. hehe

WORK
so as you know, im working at Singapore Press Holdings as a web uploader for almost 5 month already then extend for another 6 more under contract. so my job is just uploading photos for a certain news, since im from BT (Business Times) department, mostly i'll get only asian political news, transports, companies, stock markets and err. itu je,  oklah kirakan kerja nya banyak slacking ahh. i would often watch some vids or movies while waiting for news to come out. tuje, and gaji bole tahan baik ah, cause since i worked 9 hours every 5 days, ALONE for afternoon shift (for 4months) till 11.30pm  hek.. then when bilang kawan abt my kerja mesti they respond " wahhhh best per kerjaaa", "ada vacancy".

NEW BOYFRIEND?
haha, nahh, i've already changed my phone, ini kirakan my first hp yang paling chnggih la i pernah get ever since i got my first panasonic phone 6 years ago.. PANASONIC weii..zaman gemiling, hp kicik saja.. heh.so i've been using Khairi's nokia c3 phone for half a year, so i thought of getting myself a new phone and give it to him back. i took student plan so i could get cheaper phone, and thought of on getting Samsung S2 or S3 phone.. sekali end up i bought an Samsung S4 phone la wei.. bought that on my 2nd pay. no worries, ipod still my scandal.

FRIENDS
tbh i dont really meet as much friends as i did before eversince i worked here. in fact i rarely meet all my friends because of my lack of free time. i worked almost everyday wei. but despite that, i met much mature and adult friends here, eventho they're 20 plus older than me but still, atleast i have some friends here. anws, SPH colleague are all so friendly and nice ok. fullstop. futhermore, i just met some ST (strait times) people who are around my age working with me. yah, so far so GREAT!

KPOP?
mcm biasa ah wei. ive been facing the computer for almost everyday, plus i have a new phone to access the internet. ive always been reading updated news about be it abt my favorite group, rookie group or any kpop news, omg cmon guys, imma crazy die hard kpopper k since 2008 and FYI right, i have a new bias from a group i got to know 2months ago, VIXX Ken!! hehee.. <3 him="" p="">no worries, Eunhyuk, Suho, Chen can still be my scandal oky.. eheh

LOST
its my first time losing some of my relative from both side of the family. last month i lost my favorite grandfather. i remember visiting him at the hospital, in critical condition 4 days before he died, never thought that that was the last time i met him. after things get ok, recently, another one of my 4year old cussie frm another side of the family passed away too. kinda sad when she was about to turn 4 yrs on the Ramadhan, but ended up leaving us on the eve of Ramadhan.=(
one more friend i consider him lost is just that i had to dumped him a way of my life, cause people like this dont deserve to have any friends around him. someone who doesnt appreciate you in their life, eventho how much you helped him tru his hardship, he never will appreciate that infact, he considered that as something that are unimportant, you're just wasting your time.

k ah i think thats all ah, updated stuff ive been tru..
ohmy cmon, you should follow me on twitter or something,
i update mostly at there. heekkk
kk, back to work ahh..
see u soon yongggg~~

-Hyqism

I cant sleep

Hi, i cant sleep..
Something seemed to be bothering me now. Im not sure what is it.. Must be the roaches (many of them, i mean the big adult one) i met earlier on when i went to the kitchen to get a glass of water. Freaking hate them so much that i'd even imagined myself squeezing those creature and chop it to tiny pieces....(then maybe siapkan minyak dlm kuali and goreng) hekk, just jk. Padahal penakut giler.. Hmm... Wtv, try my best to sleep. Nak sahur jap lagi.

Ok, ill update more soon..
Abt what ive been tru yo.
(cause u see i have not been updating my blog for freaking ages)
Hehk. K ah

See ya~

-hyqism

Its the day!

Ohmyohmy, tomorrow/today is tha day.. Ohmygodd, guess what is it??
I M STARTING WORK AT 2 PM LATER! Ohmy.. So nervous.. I hope everything is gonna be okay..
Plus i don't know what should i wear for tomorrow.. I've decided to wear hijab if i start work, but i don't know yet.. Oh god, should i start wearing it tmr? But i went to the interview w/o wearing it last week.. 오오오오ohteokkaji!!
Well, we will see tmr.. Have to sleep now, its 12 ehkk, aite! Goodnight yong..


Hyq~

Kendaratss Sehh!!

Yellow yellow!!💛
Its been awhile ehy.. Haha

Just woke up, and im having super duper serious cramps all over my body! Aigooo.. Why cause, i worked as kendarat the day before.
Its my first time helping in kendarat after 9 years!
Its kinda disappointing when we got to know that it was not a 'jemputan' but its "Maulidur Rasul", and i wore something that wasnt appropriate.. Boss Aini shouldve told us info about this event they're having. Should've wear head scarf!
But yet, i had fun working..
My duty was just filling in customers drink which is the easiest job ever.-.-" but when it comes to me helping the rest carrying the hidangan (food) to the table, hais, kena scold=(
But its kayy yong. I had injuries and cramps at my right hand due to carrying the heavy jug around. Eventho its tiring, but really i had fun! Haha. The people and friends there are so funny and fun to be with. So after everything has ended, they gave us a plastic of Briyani rice for us to bring home, air Khatira (the sweetest drink ever), and $40 for the help. Its kinda worth it for 8hrs of work(for me), Alhamdulillah.

So told mum about the event, and she said today she gonna make ayam masak merah for my briyani..!! WUHOOOo!!

Thats all yongzz!!!
Hyq~

im not pretty =(

Well, this really bothers me actually. I don't usually listen to those jealous stupid mother fishing people who called me ugly or said that im not pretty. I would ignore them. But this, I kinda feel down when 'he', a person i care and syg the most, called me that, on my face, while happily eating horfun yesterday.. He said its weird whenever he went out with his guyfriend, he wont see pretty girls around, but when he go out with me, he saw alot pretty girls around. Then i asked him whether am i pretty or not, and he said...no, well, he mostly complain about my appearance cause i don't know how to dress up, makeup, fix my hair, and do what girls do. At first, i felt a little down when he said that but i don't wanna ruin the atmosphere by showing my merajuk face. So we continue with our conversation. And slowly i tend to forget about it.
But i do not know why i woke up in this morning thinking about it. My self-esteem dropped.. I wanted to type more, but i have to stop here, cause this person just changed my mind.
Well, i hope he suffers and die.

How pathetic can this be? I cried reading this.

Yesterday, 2nd day of new year, things start out to be alright, when i have to wake up and helped mum do popiah basah.! Its been very fun making it.

Till then i saw someone posted this story, and i cried. i wanted to share, cause i somehow find its related to my life.*

"The story is about, a girl, who have been waiting for her bestfriend for so long and she found out that she need him more than anything in the world, and after so long she has been hiding her feelings and acting as per normal as if she doesn't have any feelings for him, she revealed it to him, and she thought to herself that after that, she will forget everything about him. No matter how many guy that wanted to be with her so much, she still cant move on. Cause she was deeply in love with her bestfriend. Their friendship wasnt a normal one, people would still think that they are together cause of the way they treated each other, just like a couple. They have been together for more than three years. Despite the ups and downs they've been gone trough, they endured and tried their best to maintain that strong friendship between them. Until he found someone else that he loved. she felt upset and disappointed for that moment cause of the way he's been acting towards her, he didnt approach her when they see each other. That was when she realized that she loved him so much that she cant bare to see him with other girls. Soon when both of them broke up, he came back to her and told her that he regret doing that to his bestfriend. After a few months later, he called her and told her that he wanted to be with her, she was happy at first, but she have doubts, he told her that he will try his best to love her if they are together. So she kept quiet, and thought to herself that how can she be with someone that doesnt love her. Then weeks later, they fought because he cant stand her attitude towards him, she didnt realized what happened, and she said sorry. After that they didnt meet up, and rarely text each other. And soon after, she realized that their friendship are slowly drifting apart. one day, she saw his tweet about texting other person, and she asked him who, he told her that it was his crush, he said he planned to be in a rs with his crush the following week when they go to out together, she cried and she told him everything. No matter how badly she doesn't want him to do it, nothing can change his feelings towards his crush. she told him that she wont be coming back to him cause she cant bare to get hurt by her own bestfriend again, and hope him for the best, soon after she left...."

To be continued..

I wonder what will happen next..
Well, guess what, i cried badly after reading this. I don't know about u, but i did. Haha..

Okthen.. Thats all yo!

~hyq

1st Day of 2013

Hihi! So what did i do on the first day of 2013.?
So far its the best beginning of the year to start with(??) hahaha! Even though i woke up late, and mum kept nagging, i had fun lorh. So i was all the way in the kitchen to cook! I helped mum cook as someone's family is coming to propose kak fiqa. Hehe. Soo, helped her did all the cooking and stuff, and they came.. Blahblahblah....
but the best thing is

GIRLSGENERATIONisBACK!!! Omg, their new mv is out!! Cute hiphop girls!! Damn!! IGOTABOY! Love it, i can't stop raping the replay button, they all look so gorgeous and PRETTY!! But damn. SM should get more of Hyo's closeup shot yah!!

Ok and then, at night i get to watch SNSD Romantic Fantasy in my ipod, well eventhough someof the part were abit laggy, I get to watch all of it online. Haha! DAMN I LOVE HYORI AND HENRY PERFORMANCE!!! Hyo rap is just VTAUVSVISMSNCAMAIAHAN!!!!!!
Haha! I believe this year, SNSD gonna make the BEST comback yah! Gosh! Haha, that should be all yoh!

~hyq
I hope this year gonna be my best year.. Amin..