Its the day!

Ohmyohmy, tomorrow/today is tha day.. Ohmygodd, guess what is it??
I M STARTING WORK AT 2 PM LATER! Ohmy.. So nervous.. I hope everything is gonna be okay..
Plus i don't know what should i wear for tomorrow.. I've decided to wear hijab if i start work, but i don't know yet.. Oh god, should i start wearing it tmr? But i went to the interview w/o wearing it last week.. 오오오오ohteokkaji!!
Well, we will see tmr.. Have to sleep now, its 12 ehkk, aite! Goodnight yong..


Hyq~

Kendaratss Sehh!!

Yellow yellow!!💛
Its been awhile ehy.. Haha

Just woke up, and im having super duper serious cramps all over my body! Aigooo.. Why cause, i worked as kendarat the day before.
Its my first time helping in kendarat after 9 years!
Its kinda disappointing when we got to know that it was not a 'jemputan' but its "Maulidur Rasul", and i wore something that wasnt appropriate.. Boss Aini shouldve told us info about this event they're having. Should've wear head scarf!
But yet, i had fun working..
My duty was just filling in customers drink which is the easiest job ever.-.-" but when it comes to me helping the rest carrying the hidangan (food) to the table, hais, kena scold=(
But its kayy yong. I had injuries and cramps at my right hand due to carrying the heavy jug around. Eventho its tiring, but really i had fun! Haha. The people and friends there are so funny and fun to be with. So after everything has ended, they gave us a plastic of Briyani rice for us to bring home, air Khatira (the sweetest drink ever), and $40 for the help. Its kinda worth it for 8hrs of work(for me), Alhamdulillah.

So told mum about the event, and she said today she gonna make ayam masak merah for my briyani..!! WUHOOOo!!

Thats all yongzz!!!
Hyq~

im not pretty =(

Well, this really bothers me actually. I don't usually listen to those jealous stupid mother fishing people who called me ugly or said that im not pretty. I would ignore them. But this, I kinda feel down when 'he', a person i care and syg the most, called me that, on my face, while happily eating horfun yesterday.. He said its weird whenever he went out with his guyfriend, he wont see pretty girls around, but when he go out with me, he saw alot pretty girls around. Then i asked him whether am i pretty or not, and he said...no, well, he mostly complain about my appearance cause i don't know how to dress up, makeup, fix my hair, and do what girls do. At first, i felt a little down when he said that but i don't wanna ruin the atmosphere by showing my merajuk face. So we continue with our conversation. And slowly i tend to forget about it.
But i do not know why i woke up in this morning thinking about it. My self-esteem dropped.. I wanted to type more, but i have to stop here, cause this person just changed my mind.
Well, i hope he suffers and die.