I don't deserve a cheerup

Not my day today
Feel like breaking down and cry
I don't deserve any cheer up from anyone, it has always been my fault, everyone hates me, my attitude sucks! My mum even nagged me and called me, something that i don't wish to hear frm her mouth, yes she always did that on me, not with any other sister, but only on me. Yes ok, i talk back to her, but only to let her know that she's wrong, there goes.. But compare me and kak mira, she ALWAYS talk back to mum, but no, she didnt get nagged back like i do. I have always been the worst in her eyes ok, since idk when. I dunno whats the problem, ok, senang kate, bias, ok kak warda has always been the much better daughter compared to the rest, did she nag at her if she dint do any house work? Did she nag at her for always on her comp or phone? Did she nag at her if the room is messy, when only her stuff were all messed up? NO? Yes, only at me! Yea im not that understanding or caring to mum like she do, its just not me, but i did tried my best to make her happy, but, she only can see the worst side of me. I really hope that she take her time to realise that not all that happened around her invovles me. Its unfair for me for being threated like this ok. I just dont get it ok.

Nenek not gonna be staying with us anm too. This is just sooo ......

Having Period cramp at this kind of Situation is just the worst timing of all.

Chingu wasnt there when i need him.

I wanna break down and cry the whole day if can. Ya Allah. Idk wht to do now.

Hais....

Its just not my day
Bye...
😭😢

Moody Monday

Everyone just freaking pissed me off amsyar suk chingu damnit eh korang malas sia nak pikir aku pikir nenek aku yang cute ni lagi bagus im too much of getting hurt alr its time to move on and forget everything i dont feel appreciated here fine im just being me no one can change me fug u ppl ok im so pissed now its time for me to let go and dont wanna get hurt again i know wht goes around comes around i too wanna be happy ok. Sorry guise.
Im having my moodswing now, i wanna put this down. Damnit i feel so upset now, hais.
Bye.
Nenek, here i come, looking at nenek can make me happy alr.

~hyq
'if you treat me like a friend, stay and dont go, cause im still keeping your promise..

BestFemaleCamperSehy!

Haluhalu!
Been 3D2N at camp in Changi Moe Campsite! 4pm Integration camp was awesome! Learnt alot new things! Aww, now i miss being a princess in BubbleBlue! Kena jadi bahan jugak ni, alahais. and im the one whose the loudest and the most hyper in the camp among all the 6 girls. Mana tak jadi best female camper! And the best thing too, BubbleBlue won 3rd for all the activities there! its ok, very good. And plus, 3 members from BubbleBlue won individual award too, Syazwan as 'The Talkative Camper', Haikal (Iqbal) as 'The Coolest Camper' and me, 'The Best Female Camper' . Teeheees, very good! Best thing is, dorang nye award is: Tissue box and sepit baju.. HAHAH! Mcm kureng gitu, ade dapat Boxygon, folk. HAHAH! Lawaklawak! Best female and male dapat Chocolate!!!!
Rindu,:
Syazwan, Shahiran, Iqbal, Faruq, Sukri our faci: Atiqah and Razak!
Hehs! I can't wait for another 4pm event, which is the Night Adventure, that, really, i have to go!! Hehe! Much miss them kays.! Hais.
Beh campmate sumer tanak msg2, carik aku kat twitter ke, add at fb ke ? Hais, tkpe ahk. Hahaha! Aite!

Anws, fought with chingu again, cus i forever is jellywelly. Now he tanak friend wimme again. Lahais. Tkpelah, hope he ok k. Sorry Ching, love u k.

Thats all! Hehs!

-hyq