The Last Day

Ok so im gonna make it quick..
Cause I just came back from work and I hve to sleep a little earlier as I have something to attend tmr, besides predawn fast, I had something else. So I have to rest up..

Aite, so in my previous post I mentioned abt getting angry and sad at the same time due to work..
well, first bcause I have to work together with straits times, which I did not sign up for before I started working. Well ok, at first I did not know they're both working together, and eversince ST members exchanged working with BT, im trying to get d whole idea of what's going on. And these happend right after Joanna (our so called boss) took leave for half a year, and will be back on Nov. Well tbh I nvr wanted to work at ST, I know their work are much faster then BT, but.. I dunno Im just afraid that I cant do good for ST. They're so complicated. But im still a BT girl..
Secondly, I have to freakin change my desk and work together with the ST in the ST office, which they have a lot of PC everywhr, and basically ur sits are just.. anwhr u like. Well I'd rather stay in my own desk, and stick to only one PC. Anyhu my desk and I have been together for 5 months now, ive alr decorated it with my stuffs, and im alr comfortable with them, then I had to leave them much earlier bfore my last day of work. Which is soo sad ok. I wasnt expecting that.
Thirdly, ST is so freakin squeezy and noisy.. I prefer a much peaceful office just like Bt.
Fourth, Im not sure whther ill be able to change to morning shift. My contract will mostly end sometime around the end of the month, and I had to find a replacement for pm shift to replace me, found two, but none of them wants pm shift. Too much new stuff are alr choosing am than pm shift. And so hard to find s replacement for me. Right now, im still unsure of which shift i will be taking after my contract end. And high chances are, im gonna stick to the way I am now, which is noo, im praying hard for it to not happen.

Its been a messed up eversince no one is incharge of BT when Joanna wasnt around., and that ST and BT had to work together. Really, I almost gave up working here, no not because of the work, because of the whole system. (idontevenknowwhatisitcalled) .

So it was my last day today, and I have to clear up and bring home most of my things from my desk. I left my small teddies and dolls, drawings, and my eunhyuk mirror on the table. Just so people know that im still in the building, somewhr, but not on my desk. They will know that the desk still belongs to me. Anyhu, no one will be working on the desk anm. As long as im still working in the building, no one can touch my desk till the very last day of my work here is done.

None of my colleagues know about this cause I choose to not tell them. I dint get to say goodbye them. Still Theyre just the best. They know how to feed me very well which I appreciate alot. Before I end work I get to hug all my stuffs there. my pc, desk, chair, noticeboard, fridge, keyboard, drawer, cabinet, jug, floor, switches, calender, mouse and everthing.. cause they really meant very much to me. I gave a last look on the office and walk out of the room.
What im hoping for is by the end of nov when joanna cameback, she would want me to work at BT back. These, I really hoped so hard.. amin!

Ok, thats all..
Just hopefully everything will be okayy..

Ohya anyhu, khai texted me saying that her mum likes me.. hehe.. but why the hell? Haha.

K Goodnight~

-hyqism
And just I was about to post this, my bed collased again.Any kind soul willing to donate us ur bed? Pretty pls..?

K bye