Ohmyohmy, tomorrow/today is tha day.. Ohmygodd, guess what is it??
I M STARTING WORK AT 2 PM LATER! Ohmy.. So nervous.. I hope everything is gonna be okay..
Plus i don't know what should i wear for tomorrow.. I've decided to wear hijab if i start work, but i don't know yet.. Oh god, should i start wearing it tmr? But i went to the interview w/o wearing it last week.. 오오오오ohteokkaji!!
Well, we will see tmr.. Have to sleep now, its 12 ehkk, aite! Goodnight yong..
Hyq~
Wednesday, February 27, 2013
Monday, February 18, 2013
Kendaratss Sehh!!
Yellow yellow!!💛
Its been awhile ehy.. Haha
Just woke up, and im having super duper serious cramps all over my body! Aigooo.. Why cause, i worked as kendarat the day before.
Its my first time helping in kendarat after 9 years!
Its kinda disappointing when we got to know that it was not a 'jemputan' but its "Maulidur Rasul", and i wore something that wasnt appropriate.. Boss Aini shouldve told us info about this event they're having. Should've wear head scarf!
But yet, i had fun working..
My duty was just filling in customers drink which is the easiest job ever.-.-" but when it comes to me helping the rest carrying the hidangan (food) to the table, hais, kena scold=(
But its kayy yong. I had injuries and cramps at my right hand due to carrying the heavy jug around. Eventho its tiring, but really i had fun! Haha. The people and friends there are so funny and fun to be with. So after everything has ended, they gave us a plastic of Briyani rice for us to bring home, air Khatira (the sweetest drink ever), and $40 for the help. Its kinda worth it for 8hrs of work(for me), Alhamdulillah.
So told mum about the event, and she said today she gonna make ayam masak merah for my briyani..!! WUHOOOo!!
Thats all yongzz!!!
Hyq~
Its been awhile ehy.. Haha
Just woke up, and im having super duper serious cramps all over my body! Aigooo.. Why cause, i worked as kendarat the day before.
Its my first time helping in kendarat after 9 years!
Its kinda disappointing when we got to know that it was not a 'jemputan' but its "Maulidur Rasul", and i wore something that wasnt appropriate.. Boss Aini shouldve told us info about this event they're having. Should've wear head scarf!
But yet, i had fun working..
My duty was just filling in customers drink which is the easiest job ever.-.-" but when it comes to me helping the rest carrying the hidangan (food) to the table, hais, kena scold=(
But its kayy yong. I had injuries and cramps at my right hand due to carrying the heavy jug around. Eventho its tiring, but really i had fun! Haha. The people and friends there are so funny and fun to be with. So after everything has ended, they gave us a plastic of Briyani rice for us to bring home, air Khatira (the sweetest drink ever), and $40 for the help. Its kinda worth it for 8hrs of work(for me), Alhamdulillah.
So told mum about the event, and she said today she gonna make ayam masak merah for my briyani..!! WUHOOOo!!
Thats all yongzz!!!
Hyq~
Wednesday, February 06, 2013
im not pretty =(
Well, this really bothers me actually. I don't usually listen to those jealous stupid mother fishing people who called me ugly or said that im not pretty. I would ignore them. But this, I kinda feel down when 'he', a person i care and syg the most, called me that, on my face, while happily eating horfun yesterday.. He said its weird whenever he went out with his guyfriend, he wont see pretty girls around, but when he go out with me, he saw alot pretty girls around. Then i asked him whether am i pretty or not, and he said...no, well, he mostly complain about my appearance cause i don't know how to dress up, makeup, fix my hair, and do what girls do. At first, i felt a little down when he said that but i don't wanna ruin the atmosphere by showing my merajuk face. So we continue with our conversation. And slowly i tend to forget about it.
But i do not know why i woke up in this morning thinking about it. My self-esteem dropped.. I wanted to type more, but i have to stop here, cause this person just changed my mind.
Well, i hope he suffers and die.
But i do not know why i woke up in this morning thinking about it. My self-esteem dropped.. I wanted to type more, but i have to stop here, cause this person just changed my mind.
Well, i hope he suffers and die.
Thursday, January 03, 2013
How pathetic can this be? I cried reading this.
Yesterday, 2nd day of new year, things start out to be alright, when i have to wake up and helped mum do popiah basah.! Its been very fun making it.
Till then i saw someone posted this story, and i cried. i wanted to share, cause i somehow find its related to my life.*
"The story is about, a girl, who have been waiting for her bestfriend for so long and she found out that she need him more than anything in the world, and after so long she has been hiding her feelings and acting as per normal as if she doesn't have any feelings for him, she revealed it to him, and she thought to herself that after that, she will forget everything about him. No matter how many guy that wanted to be with her so much, she still cant move on. Cause she was deeply in love with her bestfriend. Their friendship wasnt a normal one, people would still think that they are together cause of the way they treated each other, just like a couple. They have been together for more than three years. Despite the ups and downs they've been gone trough, they endured and tried their best to maintain that strong friendship between them. Until he found someone else that he loved. she felt upset and disappointed for that moment cause of the way he's been acting towards her, he didnt approach her when they see each other. That was when she realized that she loved him so much that she cant bare to see him with other girls. Soon when both of them broke up, he came back to her and told her that he regret doing that to his bestfriend. After a few months later, he called her and told her that he wanted to be with her, she was happy at first, but she have doubts, he told her that he will try his best to love her if they are together. So she kept quiet, and thought to herself that how can she be with someone that doesnt love her. Then weeks later, they fought because he cant stand her attitude towards him, she didnt realized what happened, and she said sorry. After that they didnt meet up, and rarely text each other. And soon after, she realized that their friendship are slowly drifting apart. one day, she saw his tweet about texting other person, and she asked him who, he told her that it was his crush, he said he planned to be in a rs with his crush the following week when they go to out together, she cried and she told him everything. No matter how badly she doesn't want him to do it, nothing can change his feelings towards his crush. she told him that she wont be coming back to him cause she cant bare to get hurt by her own bestfriend again, and hope him for the best, soon after she left...."
To be continued..
I wonder what will happen next..
Well, guess what, i cried badly after reading this. I don't know about u, but i did. Haha..
Okthen.. Thats all yo!
~hyq
Till then i saw someone posted this story, and i cried. i wanted to share, cause i somehow find its related to my life.*
"The story is about, a girl, who have been waiting for her bestfriend for so long and she found out that she need him more than anything in the world, and after so long she has been hiding her feelings and acting as per normal as if she doesn't have any feelings for him, she revealed it to him, and she thought to herself that after that, she will forget everything about him. No matter how many guy that wanted to be with her so much, she still cant move on. Cause she was deeply in love with her bestfriend. Their friendship wasnt a normal one, people would still think that they are together cause of the way they treated each other, just like a couple. They have been together for more than three years. Despite the ups and downs they've been gone trough, they endured and tried their best to maintain that strong friendship between them. Until he found someone else that he loved. she felt upset and disappointed for that moment cause of the way he's been acting towards her, he didnt approach her when they see each other. That was when she realized that she loved him so much that she cant bare to see him with other girls. Soon when both of them broke up, he came back to her and told her that he regret doing that to his bestfriend. After a few months later, he called her and told her that he wanted to be with her, she was happy at first, but she have doubts, he told her that he will try his best to love her if they are together. So she kept quiet, and thought to herself that how can she be with someone that doesnt love her. Then weeks later, they fought because he cant stand her attitude towards him, she didnt realized what happened, and she said sorry. After that they didnt meet up, and rarely text each other. And soon after, she realized that their friendship are slowly drifting apart. one day, she saw his tweet about texting other person, and she asked him who, he told her that it was his crush, he said he planned to be in a rs with his crush the following week when they go to out together, she cried and she told him everything. No matter how badly she doesn't want him to do it, nothing can change his feelings towards his crush. she told him that she wont be coming back to him cause she cant bare to get hurt by her own bestfriend again, and hope him for the best, soon after she left...."
To be continued..
I wonder what will happen next..
Well, guess what, i cried badly after reading this. I don't know about u, but i did. Haha..
Okthen.. Thats all yo!
~hyq
Wednesday, January 02, 2013
1st Day of 2013
Hihi! So what did i do on the first day of 2013.?
So far its the best beginning of the year to start with(??) hahaha! Even though i woke up late, and mum kept nagging, i had fun lorh. So i was all the way in the kitchen to cook! I helped mum cook as someone's family is coming to propose kak fiqa. Hehe. Soo, helped her did all the cooking and stuff, and they came.. Blahblahblah....
but the best thing is
GIRLSGENERATIONisBACK!!! Omg, their new mv is out!! Cute hiphop girls!! Damn!! IGOTABOY! Love it, i can't stop raping the replay button, they all look so gorgeous and PRETTY!! But damn. SM should get more of Hyo's closeup shot yah!!
Ok and then, at night i get to watch SNSD Romantic Fantasy in my ipod, well eventhough someof the part were abit laggy, I get to watch all of it online. Haha! DAMN I LOVE HYORI AND HENRY PERFORMANCE!!! Hyo rap is just VTAUVSVISMSNCAMAIAHAN!!!!!!
Haha! I believe this year, SNSD gonna make the BEST comback yah! Gosh! Haha, that should be all yoh!
~hyq
I hope this year gonna be my best year.. Amin..
So far its the best beginning of the year to start with(??) hahaha! Even though i woke up late, and mum kept nagging, i had fun lorh. So i was all the way in the kitchen to cook! I helped mum cook as someone's family is coming to propose kak fiqa. Hehe. Soo, helped her did all the cooking and stuff, and they came.. Blahblahblah....
but the best thing is
GIRLSGENERATIONisBACK!!! Omg, their new mv is out!! Cute hiphop girls!! Damn!! IGOTABOY! Love it, i can't stop raping the replay button, they all look so gorgeous and PRETTY!! But damn. SM should get more of Hyo's closeup shot yah!!
Ok and then, at night i get to watch SNSD Romantic Fantasy in my ipod, well eventhough someof the part were abit laggy, I get to watch all of it online. Haha! DAMN I LOVE HYORI AND HENRY PERFORMANCE!!! Hyo rap is just VTAUVSVISMSNCAMAIAHAN!!!!!!
Haha! I believe this year, SNSD gonna make the BEST comback yah! Gosh! Haha, that should be all yoh!
~hyq
I hope this year gonna be my best year.. Amin..
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