How pathetic can this be? I cried reading this.

Yesterday, 2nd day of new year, things start out to be alright, when i have to wake up and helped mum do popiah basah.! Its been very fun making it.

Till then i saw someone posted this story, and i cried. i wanted to share, cause i somehow find its related to my life.*

"The story is about, a girl, who have been waiting for her bestfriend for so long and she found out that she need him more than anything in the world, and after so long she has been hiding her feelings and acting as per normal as if she doesn't have any feelings for him, she revealed it to him, and she thought to herself that after that, she will forget everything about him. No matter how many guy that wanted to be with her so much, she still cant move on. Cause she was deeply in love with her bestfriend. Their friendship wasnt a normal one, people would still think that they are together cause of the way they treated each other, just like a couple. They have been together for more than three years. Despite the ups and downs they've been gone trough, they endured and tried their best to maintain that strong friendship between them. Until he found someone else that he loved. she felt upset and disappointed for that moment cause of the way he's been acting towards her, he didnt approach her when they see each other. That was when she realized that she loved him so much that she cant bare to see him with other girls. Soon when both of them broke up, he came back to her and told her that he regret doing that to his bestfriend. After a few months later, he called her and told her that he wanted to be with her, she was happy at first, but she have doubts, he told her that he will try his best to love her if they are together. So she kept quiet, and thought to herself that how can she be with someone that doesnt love her. Then weeks later, they fought because he cant stand her attitude towards him, she didnt realized what happened, and she said sorry. After that they didnt meet up, and rarely text each other. And soon after, she realized that their friendship are slowly drifting apart. one day, she saw his tweet about texting other person, and she asked him who, he told her that it was his crush, he said he planned to be in a rs with his crush the following week when they go to out together, she cried and she told him everything. No matter how badly she doesn't want him to do it, nothing can change his feelings towards his crush. she told him that she wont be coming back to him cause she cant bare to get hurt by her own bestfriend again, and hope him for the best, soon after she left...."

To be continued..

I wonder what will happen next..
Well, guess what, i cried badly after reading this. I don't know about u, but i did. Haha..

Okthen.. Thats all yo!

~hyq

1st Day of 2013

Hihi! So what did i do on the first day of 2013.?
So far its the best beginning of the year to start with(??) hahaha! Even though i woke up late, and mum kept nagging, i had fun lorh. So i was all the way in the kitchen to cook! I helped mum cook as someone's family is coming to propose kak fiqa. Hehe. Soo, helped her did all the cooking and stuff, and they came.. Blahblahblah....
but the best thing is

GIRLSGENERATIONisBACK!!! Omg, their new mv is out!! Cute hiphop girls!! Damn!! IGOTABOY! Love it, i can't stop raping the replay button, they all look so gorgeous and PRETTY!! But damn. SM should get more of Hyo's closeup shot yah!!

Ok and then, at night i get to watch SNSD Romantic Fantasy in my ipod, well eventhough someof the part were abit laggy, I get to watch all of it online. Haha! DAMN I LOVE HYORI AND HENRY PERFORMANCE!!! Hyo rap is just VTAUVSVISMSNCAMAIAHAN!!!!!!
Haha! I believe this year, SNSD gonna make the BEST comback yah! Gosh! Haha, that should be all yoh!

~hyq
I hope this year gonna be my best year.. Amin..

I don't deserve a cheerup

Not my day today
Feel like breaking down and cry
I don't deserve any cheer up from anyone, it has always been my fault, everyone hates me, my attitude sucks! My mum even nagged me and called me, something that i don't wish to hear frm her mouth, yes she always did that on me, not with any other sister, but only on me. Yes ok, i talk back to her, but only to let her know that she's wrong, there goes.. But compare me and kak mira, she ALWAYS talk back to mum, but no, she didnt get nagged back like i do. I have always been the worst in her eyes ok, since idk when. I dunno whats the problem, ok, senang kate, bias, ok kak warda has always been the much better daughter compared to the rest, did she nag at her if she dint do any house work? Did she nag at her for always on her comp or phone? Did she nag at her if the room is messy, when only her stuff were all messed up? NO? Yes, only at me! Yea im not that understanding or caring to mum like she do, its just not me, but i did tried my best to make her happy, but, she only can see the worst side of me. I really hope that she take her time to realise that not all that happened around her invovles me. Its unfair for me for being threated like this ok. I just dont get it ok.

Nenek not gonna be staying with us anm too. This is just sooo ......

Having Period cramp at this kind of Situation is just the worst timing of all.

Chingu wasnt there when i need him.

I wanna break down and cry the whole day if can. Ya Allah. Idk wht to do now.

Hais....

Its just not my day
Bye...
😭😢

Moody Monday

Everyone just freaking pissed me off amsyar suk chingu damnit eh korang malas sia nak pikir aku pikir nenek aku yang cute ni lagi bagus im too much of getting hurt alr its time to move on and forget everything i dont feel appreciated here fine im just being me no one can change me fug u ppl ok im so pissed now its time for me to let go and dont wanna get hurt again i know wht goes around comes around i too wanna be happy ok. Sorry guise.
Im having my moodswing now, i wanna put this down. Damnit i feel so upset now, hais.
Bye.
Nenek, here i come, looking at nenek can make me happy alr.

~hyq
'if you treat me like a friend, stay and dont go, cause im still keeping your promise..

BestFemaleCamperSehy!

Haluhalu!
Been 3D2N at camp in Changi Moe Campsite! 4pm Integration camp was awesome! Learnt alot new things! Aww, now i miss being a princess in BubbleBlue! Kena jadi bahan jugak ni, alahais. and im the one whose the loudest and the most hyper in the camp among all the 6 girls. Mana tak jadi best female camper! And the best thing too, BubbleBlue won 3rd for all the activities there! its ok, very good. And plus, 3 members from BubbleBlue won individual award too, Syazwan as 'The Talkative Camper', Haikal (Iqbal) as 'The Coolest Camper' and me, 'The Best Female Camper' . Teeheees, very good! Best thing is, dorang nye award is: Tissue box and sepit baju.. HAHAH! Mcm kureng gitu, ade dapat Boxygon, folk. HAHAH! Lawaklawak! Best female and male dapat Chocolate!!!!
Rindu,:
Syazwan, Shahiran, Iqbal, Faruq, Sukri our faci: Atiqah and Razak!
Hehs! I can't wait for another 4pm event, which is the Night Adventure, that, really, i have to go!! Hehe! Much miss them kays.! Hais.
Beh campmate sumer tanak msg2, carik aku kat twitter ke, add at fb ke ? Hais, tkpe ahk. Hahaha! Aite!

Anws, fought with chingu again, cus i forever is jellywelly. Now he tanak friend wimme again. Lahais. Tkpelah, hope he ok k. Sorry Ching, love u k.

Thats all! Hehs!

-hyq