Chakkkk.. catching up

Wow, its been awhileee...
there were tons of half written drafts i wrote, that i decided to not post. Basically they were all just problems that i hav no where to write on and decided to let it all out in the blog, without posting it. Aaand, whats the purpose of having ablog lol.

Yeap its been a while, ive been working alot, i have no friends, yeah, friends i mean the very close ones. Every single 'close' friends i hav were basically all gone, cause they're all w their own life i guess. So, ive counted and i felt very lonely. Sure i have some few friends who would ask me out and bla bla, but they dint always ask me out, sometimes, i have nothing to do if no one ask me out. Well i do have tons of friends but not the ones that im close with whom im not afraid sharing something with. Well im looking forward in meeting one, true one insyallah.

So basically my life has been nothing except for work, sleep, and kpop/kdrama. Nothing much. Ive been working more than having fun. Ok no, i had fun too while working cause almost all the time during work, i would watch the kdramas. Haha, tbh, im working as a webuploader where basically my job is to just read the news look for the pics, cropped it and put it in the news. I sometimes call it "makan gaji buta" too, but heyy, im not blind ok, i still do the work. Gaji also baik yaa, what job in this world that would pay u 9.50 to become a full-time korean drama fan and ur job is to only watch 2-3 dramas every week for 9 hrs? Wow and Alhamdulillah.. i would want to stay working here forever man if its real.. but then i cant stay for long too cause my last contract (2yrs) end this feb which is OMAIGADD WHAT AM I GOING TO DO AFTER I QUIT? But nahh, insyaallah hopefully i can go back to becoming a student, which i miss alot! Please pray for me..

Thats all for me now. Insyaallah, my fingers gonna fo some work out again posting out shiatzz.. haha

Splamez -,-

AQILAH SOFIANA

The Last Day

Ok so im gonna make it quick..
Cause I just came back from work and I hve to sleep a little earlier as I have something to attend tmr, besides predawn fast, I had something else. So I have to rest up..

Aite, so in my previous post I mentioned abt getting angry and sad at the same time due to work..
well, first bcause I have to work together with straits times, which I did not sign up for before I started working. Well ok, at first I did not know they're both working together, and eversince ST members exchanged working with BT, im trying to get d whole idea of what's going on. And these happend right after Joanna (our so called boss) took leave for half a year, and will be back on Nov. Well tbh I nvr wanted to work at ST, I know their work are much faster then BT, but.. I dunno Im just afraid that I cant do good for ST. They're so complicated. But im still a BT girl..
Secondly, I have to freakin change my desk and work together with the ST in the ST office, which they have a lot of PC everywhr, and basically ur sits are just.. anwhr u like. Well I'd rather stay in my own desk, and stick to only one PC. Anyhu my desk and I have been together for 5 months now, ive alr decorated it with my stuffs, and im alr comfortable with them, then I had to leave them much earlier bfore my last day of work. Which is soo sad ok. I wasnt expecting that.
Thirdly, ST is so freakin squeezy and noisy.. I prefer a much peaceful office just like Bt.
Fourth, Im not sure whther ill be able to change to morning shift. My contract will mostly end sometime around the end of the month, and I had to find a replacement for pm shift to replace me, found two, but none of them wants pm shift. Too much new stuff are alr choosing am than pm shift. And so hard to find s replacement for me. Right now, im still unsure of which shift i will be taking after my contract end. And high chances are, im gonna stick to the way I am now, which is noo, im praying hard for it to not happen.

Its been a messed up eversince no one is incharge of BT when Joanna wasnt around., and that ST and BT had to work together. Really, I almost gave up working here, no not because of the work, because of the whole system. (idontevenknowwhatisitcalled) .

So it was my last day today, and I have to clear up and bring home most of my things from my desk. I left my small teddies and dolls, drawings, and my eunhyuk mirror on the table. Just so people know that im still in the building, somewhr, but not on my desk. They will know that the desk still belongs to me. Anyhu, no one will be working on the desk anm. As long as im still working in the building, no one can touch my desk till the very last day of my work here is done.

None of my colleagues know about this cause I choose to not tell them. I dint get to say goodbye them. Still Theyre just the best. They know how to feed me very well which I appreciate alot. Before I end work I get to hug all my stuffs there. my pc, desk, chair, noticeboard, fridge, keyboard, drawer, cabinet, jug, floor, switches, calender, mouse and everthing.. cause they really meant very much to me. I gave a last look on the office and walk out of the room.
What im hoping for is by the end of nov when joanna cameback, she would want me to work at BT back. These, I really hoped so hard.. amin!

Ok, thats all..
Just hopefully everything will be okayy..

Ohya anyhu, khai texted me saying that her mum likes me.. hehe.. but why the hell? Haha.

K Goodnight~

-hyqism
And just I was about to post this, my bed collased again.Any kind soul willing to donate us ur bed? Pretty pls..?

K bye

My EXOVIXX feels......

Wuhhhhhhhoooooooo......
Have u seen Vixx's G.R.8.U and EXO's Growl Mvs..
omg.... its happend all in one day man.
As in both MV are out at the same day which is yesterday..
And on the same day I recived VIXX hyde album and EXO XOXO album
My day can't get any better after getting their aalbums and watch their new MVs. And I was suppose to get mad cause the pakage I got from SingPost were damged and it caused my hyde album crumpled at the side.. but I guess that my EXOVIXX feels calm me down ehy.. just too excited and fangurling all day..well ok its was my VIXX feels at first. I wasnt even mad at the seller for using those kind of wrapping pakage. Infact I  suggested them to use the boxes instead and told them I'll still support thier blogshop.

well u may see I posted mad stuff on twitter. That was one of reason that makes me mad, I mean like cmon, u have stay there doing nothing(nxt post), but then everything went ok after I went bck to my office and watch the Vixx MV again.
Thier MV is soo colourful and creative, it makes people happy, even the song too. U know where they walk and do stuff backward but they're lipsync was moved perfectly. Like wow.!
Then there goes EXO mv comeout at night.. like finallleh SM, its been awhile since they used steadycam all in one take. *baksu* the last time they used this kind of cam angle was during Super Junior It's You era, drama ver. Where they uses steady cam and move from one member to another all in one take with no cuts. Hmm, im guessing that this MV is the dance ver only, well, SM will be relasing 3 more vids soon. Erghh, when can we watch the original MV? But tbh  eventho its a little simple, but good job ah, the cam work make it look awsome.!

Haha,
both EXOVIXX,
Both creative MVs
BOTH GREAT SONG
Got both album
ALL IN ONE DAY..
And my EXOVIXX feels~
7_7

Mind my engrish, too excited and
Still fangurling right now.. haha

Kk mornight.

-hyqism

HOW THE HELL?

HOW IS IT POSSIBLE FOR SOMEONE WHO DID NOT FOLLOW ME LIKED MY INSTA PIC,?

OK, a so called (this-long- lost -far -away- land- who -just- died- in -the- skatepark- I- guess- no- I -was- just- joking- but- really -I -hated - him-so- much- friend) liked one of my pic in instagram.
ok, I guess u gonna think, that "hey he's just liking ur photos, whats wrong with someone liking it", but hey its not because of that its just doenst make any sense..

Alright, not so long and faraway land ago (?), we followed each other right.. ok I accepted his req while my acc is on private.. then after months later, we fought, and I secretly unfollowed him, so ok. And one day I posted a pic and he liked it, so I thought when u unfollow a person tru ur private acc, they wont see ur pics in their timeline right? And I was wrong, they can still see ur pic even after u unfollowed them cause u alr accepted them way before when they followed u. Then one day I decided to go tru his profile and check on his followers, but HELL NAWWW... I found out that he didnt follow me liao.. SO HOW THE HELL DID HE GET TO LIKE MY PHOTOS?
Well I did an experiment of what happened using my sis instacc:

Already a follower-> unfollow her -> she can still see-> her acc unfollowed me-> she cant see cause its on private..

AAND IM STILL WONDERING HOW IN THE FREAKING FOREST CAN HE SEE AND LIKED MY PRIVATE PHOTOS EVEN WHEN WE DIDNT FOLLOW EACH OTHER AT ALL?!

Well I may think that its not a big deal for someone I hated so much liked my photos... BUT hell naww, HOW LAAAA?
His face liking my photos, is really getting on my nerves... its making me so curious..

Haaaaaiiiiiiisssssssss,
Kahhh..... want to sleep ah
Night kk..

-hyqism

Whispering Corridors

Have you heard of "The Whispering Corridors"?
Well its a 1988 SouthKorean horror film which consist of 5 series:

The Whispering Corridors (1998)
The Whispering Corridors 2: Memento Mori (1999)
The Whispering Corridors 3: Wishing Stairs (2003)
The Whispering Corridors 4: Voice (2005)
The Whispering Corridors 5: Blood Pledge (2009)
Im too lazy to xplain, go wiki ya..
Ok so I heard these from the latest horror ep of Running Man (ep155), two days ago, where Gary found out that both Suzy and Jihyo were the ghost sister who will eliminate all 6 boys tru the mirror they used. Then he asked whether is it similar to The Whispering Corridors. So I got curious and start to do research about the movie, and watched the first one. Well it wasnt that scary but it has its plot in it. Maybe it was filmed before 1980s, so the effect that was used wasnt that scary at all. Then yesterday I decided to watch Wishing stairs cause I think its the most viewed I guess, and got to know that Song Jihyo was the main cast. These time, very scary siaa, where her best friend crawl tru the window. U should watch. Haha, after that I decided to watch Blood Pledge cause it has Oh Yeon Seo and Son Eun Seo in it. And wow. Really should watch.!
Basically these stories is all about Girls High school student, where the so-called 'lesbian' ghost hunting thier bestfr's enemy or something I dunno, cause this is what i thought after watching all three film, they have the same plot but different stories and ending in it. Not sure abt the other two, which im gonna watch it today, cause its been hunting me last night in my sleep.
I dreamt about being the high school student and being hunted. Im not really sure abt the dream but I was in it and I experienced the same thing like in the film itself except different story.
Thats what happened if you watched horror film and u skipped/jumped to the next one or even stop in the middle while watching. They gonna follow u back in ur dream if u dint finish it, especially when u alr saw the ghost in it. Thats why I decided on watching the other two series today, Memento Mori and Voice, so I wont dream of the same thing again. Finish everything and get it outta my head.

Kk, thats all ah my dream.
Recommend u to watch horror film alot, cause I enjoy watching it ALONE.

-hyqism