the one and only

='(

2011-05-17T20:09:00.004+08:00

just came back from KFC..

Kak fiqah belanja.. Thank you!

today SUCKS! wake up in the morning, my nose is giving me problem..

soo irritating, kena jangkit with Him lah..

speaking of him, i cant believe that i chat with him on fb and said that 'B' word to him..

and i somehow truely meant it... but once he let me go, i feel that deep down in my heart i still want him and and i need him, im too comfortable with him this past few months, and somehow i cant let go of him.. i was too emotional and i never even listen to his xplanation, since he let me go, means.. he really wanted me to go..

i am the worst girlfriend anyone had ever had.. this is just crazy, i don't want to let myself involve in any relationship with anyone anymore. once they had me in their life, im sure they will suffer and cannot endure with my attitude towards them, who dosnt even know how to make love. im ego, selfish, sarcastic and all the bad words that can be describe when it comes to relationships..im a girl who wants a romeo. i want them to understand me, but i myself never understands him. i dunno what to do.. im in dilema now! erghh! i dont understands me!

after what had happen, i feel like i wanted to stand in the middle of the road and get hit by a car, in that way i an know, who's sitting beside me and be there for me, but i realise that i should move on with life.. no matter what happen, i'll endure everything.. and Shutmymouthup!

i suffer in runny nose right now.. the nose is soo irritating! i hope i can do my best in DP test tomorrow.. im going to study now, and cant wait to see his new haircut.. i think seeing you from far can make me feel happier..

i may not be blogging anymopre, cause i've been using his lappy recetly..

sooo, he ask me to give him back... sooo..

from there, thats the end..

Love,

Aqilah

p.s. istillheartyou

yessterday followed by Sunday..(2)

2011-05-15T12:12:00.002+08:00

today i woke up and i feel soo EFFIN hot!

than i bukak my love's lappy, and look out for akp news..

and i found this song:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fE3--4H9tyA&feature=player_embedded#at=34

Lonely by 2NE1

this song is foor my boyfriend..

and i post this on his wall with the chorus part

~Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely

I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am. ♥

to <3:

i m just one weird girl am i? i hope u listen to this song and knows the meaning

im sorry. i hope u understands me..

i love you

thats it, i got nothing left to post,..

time to jemur kain!

Love

Aqilah

yessterday followed by Sunday..(1)

2011-05-15T11:39:00.005+08:00

Yellow!

i love and hate sunday..

~sunday morning very boring ..

kayy.ayyaay.

yesterday, go school, and did my groups' credit for our short storyy..

turn out to be okayy.. but very messy!

ya, quite pissed offf with them.

to my grp:

i know im the asst. director, u ask me to communicate with the talent, i did.

and u say im not doing anything?!

how amm i suppose to do anything if some of u is doing what i suppose to do?

kayy! now complaiint! gi mampos, bukan aku taknak buat keje setan!

and u:

if you want to be the asst director, why dont u just take my role?

can just STFU , cause your vooice very irritating okay!

even the talent complaint about u.. your role is to just sit down there and do your job,

not directing ur director(s)! yah! got a problem with me? come talk infront of me? dnt keep quite when i walk towards u guys! stop talking behind my back ass!~

.. why am i posting this?

Aqilah~

everything has ended okay! they are still my FRIEND?

OKAY!!

yah! whatever..

like i say the credit is quiet okay,

but U messed it!

u were suppose to show our name is front of the camera, not just throw it in the fire without showing it! u spoil everything!

kay, cameraman says: but atleast we did something(credit).

than , boyfiiee and me went to daddy's house. before that we makan first,

and i made this special drink

watermelon + carrot juice

aka sambal-sambal nasi ayam bandung water

made by me!

its good for you stomach and intestines!

Drink it!

daddy's house got cat!

CUTE CAT!

one is hyperactive+naughty cat who love to jump around and a fast runner : COMEL

anothe one is the lazy and slow+nice 4 years old cat who love to bully Comel: BELANG

than me and boyfriend go home.

kiter gaduhhh!!!=(

me dunno abt whatt.. =(

haisss! he says he very tired!

i think bcus of me!

i m a weird girlfriend..

so long never update...

2011-05-04T22:43:00.003+08:00

haha!! its been quite sometime since i last update..
almost 1 year and a half.. hmm.. my english= hmm, still the same. no change.. i admit it, im weak in speaking good english. well today.. nothing much..

Alhamdullillah.. i pass my practical test for audio . it's quite easy , i think.. haha.. so happy.. i hope i'll do well for my exam this coming June holiday! Erghh! got many thing to do.. well, after that, i should release early as i should help out on the interview of the Music Club new members. and soo happy that boyfriend get to met his primary sch friend, thats great! haha, but at the same time, feel ABIT dissapointed cus i've been ignored not by him only, but some of myy friend... haha But for him, its okay.. Well, for me, friends are more important than boy/girlfriend. me and him, settle already..

well, it's amazing how i can forgive him easily nomatter how hurtfull the problem is.. causse i Love him, and i still want him in my life.. Frankly speaking, I NEED HIM..

now, i gotta show this to my sayang, whose been waiting for my reply on msn to give him the url for this blog..

To my Sayang:
i hope u enjoy reading my blog haha. im sure after this u will continue reading my past post. haha. do what ever u like. but don't laugh at me if my english is GODDAMMIT SUcks! haha.. I LOVE YA!

Love,
Aqilah

2010-05-21T21:59:00.004+08:00

ehemmm!

miss blogging...

YEAY!!!! Super Junior win 1st for music bank!!
SUJu HWAITING!!
haha.. photo took from DongHae's twitter!

I will always love them!! + SNSD!
Muaxx!!

Alhamdulillah..
pass my exam, but not that good enough..
need to work more harder,
this coming 2nd prelim.

yerp!!
Doing: Download VIDEOS as always...
haha!

Bored!
GDNYTE!

Love,
Aqilah,
>Eunhyuk's love<

its raining!!

2010-02-06T18:34:00.003+08:00

sorry D, lame tak update blog..
now i did, happy reading, theres nothing much acctually

today macam biase, go school with sister.
after lesson end, balik beli cheese fries..
this time i naik bus sorang, and fetch adek2 from mendaki..
we have to walk back home bcause lil sis tak ada ezlink
and it started to rain, .
ujan mankin lebat, kite tunggu kat bustop smpi ujan reda.
for half an hour kite tunggu. the rain never stop, but lucky,
it stopped for a while.
kite dapat lari, cross the road, smpai bawah block,
and it raining again,
this time its getting heavier.
kite adikbradik kena lari untuk sampai dari satu block ke satu block.
and from there , kite kena hadapi seekor binatang yang paling dibenci, dan yang paling aku takot... ANJING! yang besar punya, and its walking towards us. lucky we manage to hide from it.
alhamdulillah, sampi jugak kat bwh block kawan i, i mintak dier pinjam kan payung. and lucky she lended one. tapi payung tak muat untuk 3orang. so, i let lil sis and bro use it without me. Then kite jumpe one more anjing with its owner, that thing was just right infront and its looking at us.,,
but lucky the owner call the dog to come back.
soo we walk all the way back home safely...thats all.
and now, i nak mandi, i penat, i think i danak sakit already.

hmmm....sooo, im not sure when i will update this blog again.

okay bye!
Love,
Aqilah

eyyy! Boring lagi!

2010-01-19T16:38:00.007+08:00

YOBOSEYO!
haiyaaaaa...boring lei today.. not much..

BUT! i dpt talk to D on the phone in school just now...
tapi sekejap ajerr, sekejap abis....
itu pon he just wake up, and suara like ROCK!
haha...suara, boring betol lah!
bla..bla..bla... school stufff..

and, yea! i get these pictcha doing cip at ECP...
haiyooo, muke penat lor...
actually, i really cant see my face..haha.

yupp, cant seee^.^
(hair messy siia!)
RAJIN QILAH!!
(posing actually)
okaylahh...
i tak thu lagi ape i nak type...
serious...
sssoooo...
abis sini jer laah!.....
-"B0rinG"-

ANNYONGHI KYESEYO!!
Love,
Aqilah

luhhh...Just talking!

2010-01-14T15:05:00.009+08:00

For the four guys out there...
i've been thinking about u all these past few days,
haisss.....

To MrEx,
i got this strong feelings of loving u back as day by day, i keep thinking about u wherever i go..
as i look in ur eyes, something tells me that u will be mine again some day.
this thoughts cant keep me away when seeing u everyday...
but i just gotta end this as, it hurts when thinking the past... and hoping that none of my thought would be true...hopefully.....and now i wish u will be back safely.

ToMrK,
i understand the situation that u gotta focus with studies, while i keep forcing u to love her back. and now, every single day i keep thinking what u going to do to her infront of me.? and yet iim happy to see it, and sense it that u gonna be back to her someday.. whenever i hope for something on u guys, it will always come true.. and now, i hope u guys will be back together and never fight again....

ToMrDiy,
im sorry if i hurt u these days, but when u told me about the thing u used to tell me, i've got nothing to say... though we just met, i want us to be friends but not much..im sorry i disagree with ur decision that someday, i will be yours, but i just cant...i dnt want to think about it anymore.. Sorry, friend is better than love.

ToMrD,
we've got alot of things in common, but i treat u like them too. half of my heart wants u, but the other half want us to be friend. just wanna say that its fun to have someone who has the same personality as me. and i love to have someone like u that will always be there for me. i hope our friendship lasts! and ya,

Sarang Hae Yo!

hais... and thats all i gotta say to all of you..
i know its lame to post about u guys...
because, i keep thinking of this all day + i got nothing to post...
-end of talking-

Sarang,
Aqilah

haisss TIRED!

2010-01-09T21:56:00.003+08:00

hmmm...today...nothing much...
wake up in the morning feeling soo lazy...
take my shower, brush my teeth, and getting ready for school...
then something happen...:
lil sis and bro fighting, main hide and sick,
lil sis hide herself in mum's toilet,
and lil bro, lock mum's room from inside....
then we heard lil sis banging the toilet door and shout for help..
.lil sis was locked inside the toilet...
pintu cannot open bcause lil sis kick the bellow part,
and the bellow part never stays in place..
we all tried to help by finding mum's room key, but tak dapt jmpa...
everyone try our best to push the door... and KECOH!!
too bad, i've made my choice....
i have to panjat from my room's window to get to my mum's window..
Thank god i made it and i didnt fall...
phewww!!!!
sooo, i unlock the dooroom and we came in and get lil sis out of that toilet...
andd....alhamdullilah!
she's out and crying.....
haha...long story....

then, i came back from school,fetch my lil sis and bro,
we passed the playground near our house..
then kite nampak wallet...
i ask lil sis to find the owner of the wallet, and she ask everyone at playground..
one of them told us that the boy is at another playground, but nearer to my house...
lil sis gave the wallet to the owner, and he says thank you...

and im back home!!
but i wander why D didnt text me today....
''are you busy??''
im soo missing him...
i miss the moment when we first chat on the phone...
and i never forget when he gets easily jealous with this guy who wants to kenalan with me...
wahhh....took time to pujok him....
i appreciate what he told about me...
''cmon D, me and that guy, were just friend, same goes to you!
SARANG-HAMNIDA!!!''

Love,
Aqilah

2009-12-19T16:58:00.008+08:00

awww...i miss my kumpulan Hijau!!!
(Naqibahtun Nur)

-Wirda-Ana-Nur-Nana-Ikah-Saweee!!!!!
the great time we've had each other when we were togethr...
misses the Youth Camp too...
awwww...
TODAY,
after anta them to Tanah Merah,
i already miss my mother, father fatin and matin...
Selamat Perjalanan ke Bintan..

i pon rindu mcg orang...
i rindu kawan2 i...
i rindu yang menyanyi "im yours" bersama i...
i rindu semua orang lah...
but....
im not missing him...
dier dah ader mainan baru aperhh...
wahhh...konon 'playboy' ker??
mepekah...

btw congrats to sister...
N'level pass jugerr...
keep it up sis!..

nothinsg much...
i sekarang BORED kat uma!!!
arrrhhh!!!!!
feelss like shouting!!
love.Aqilah

Atlast!!

2009-12-06T17:34:00.006+08:00

Pheww!! FINALLY,
Graduation day is OVER!!(last friday)
but im having funn...
i will miss them, Razak, Firdaus, Khairul, the guitarist and the volunteer...
we are a very good team..GO Youth Boost!!
hmm...about the Singing...everyone says it was GOOD!!
some of the audience says we have a great voice...
awww.....heess...
hmm that was the last day we meet each other...
maybe, next year we would...^^this pic i took from the photographer when
we were having our full dress rehearsal

Then at night, khairi called me...
talked to him the whole night untill around 3am..
talk about the graduation day, who we misses, and he's ex....
then we fought....
haha...i dunno wat happen...

BUT whatever....i miss C.F...hees...

2mre weeks to YOUTH CAMP!!
cant wait!!

Thats all i got to update..
nothing much....

Love, Aqilah

Boring lei!

2009-11-16T09:43:00.002+08:00

leer...sooo sad when he goes without saying goodbye...
just had a fight with him...before he went to KL...
hope he call me or text me when he came back today...
haisss...bored without texting anybody this few days..
only watch stupid video in the phone before going to bed...

i cant take it anymore.. too boring...
never went for holidays accept
-Going to school for JYIAN night this fri..
-Camp at sembawang this December..but still its a long way to wait...
-Performance at the frontier..
this holidays remind me of last year's holiday when going to Taiwan...
Hope to go overseas...
at least KL or Johor will do...
wants to calm down my mind..and relaxed....

Missed

2009-11-11T09:37:00.004+08:00

hmm....these days...i've been always talking about my memories in Taiwan to my family...

and i miss those memories in Hualien, Yilan and even Taipei!!
the resort, park, museum, hotel, hostel, shopping mall, night market etc....
i miss them!
i miss the weather, atmosphere, and the night at there....
miss the baby pig too...
heee...
I've lost my thumbdrive,
soo I've lost all my Taiwan picture...

how i wish i can go overseas again..
this time i wanna go Korea...
haha..
these days i keep downloading picture, song and even video of
Girls' Generation(SNSD)
i think i get addicted with them..
the 9girls...
i can remember thier names...
but my favorite is HyoYeon,the Dancing Queen..
then
i miss someone too...
i kept thinking of our moments together...
i keep thinking about our love stories...
everywhere i go,
i will always saw him..
haiss...
when will this end??

Love, Aqilah

Alhamdulillah!

2009-11-01T09:06:00.003+08:00

Thank God!
i got First in class....as what i wish for....
now khairi got 2nd.....hahasss.......
i told him he would get 1st..........
my parents are so proud of me....

hmmm yesterday......

2009-10-19T12:04:00.008+08:00

lets talk about yesterday...
first thing in the morning, wake up and call Khairi to go breakfast together as what we plan the day before...breakfast at KFC,where else?? we eat chicken lah..what else...
DADDY SAW us together...
.but lucky he never scold us...
i told him not to tell mummy about this, and he said i cannot be rude to him or else he will tell mummy...
Thank Him... i love himlah....

hmmm.. i did told Khairi about the graduation day at the frontier on Dec..
well, im gonna be singing on stage... he ask me which side of the frontier, i accidentally told him its on the 4th floor...ggodd!!! i hope he never come on the actual day...
wic is on the 4th.... if not, he'll be listening to my my terrible voice, which untill now he never heard me singing before..hehhss....
after breakfast, we decided to go to the NTU to have a morning walk somewhere there..
but we cancel the walk b'cause i gotta be home before 1pm...
soo we went to the playground....
he told me that one day he wanna sing 'DUET' with me if there's a concert for t'chers day next year!! i was speechless, and tell him why not Nory, as she has good voice... he said that he wants me...then i tell him that we can duet each other one day, but not infront of people.... he kept quite..

Tomorrow i have to attend prefects meeting...after that go out with Khairi again...
we'll be watching movie at JP....then go NTU, to build up my confidence...by..........
SHOUTING as loud as i CAN at the HIGHER place....
i can't wait!!!

Love
Aqilah

2009-10-15T18:01:00.005+08:00

Just come back from Balestier ITE.. tired all the way...
yesterday, i came back from school, then i saw this while searching for my books...this thing remind me when i was having a relationship with mr.ex...then after we brokeup, i burn his name...
and now, im still wandering, why i keep seeing him everyday?
Khairi said maybe its a coincidence.

hmmm...its a relief when exam has ended..
most paper,was soo difficult that most of the classmate cannot do it..
and i have this feeling that Khairi gonna be 1st in class...
i've done alot of mistakes in these paper..
sooo...Good Luck Aqilah....
Tomorrow..i have to attend the graduation day
for the sec4s' and 5s'...
and im not sure what im going to do there.. receptionist maybe....
Khairi told me that,he talk to mr ex just now...he invite him to play ping-pong after school...
and mr ex agree....all the besy mr.ex.....he's gonna ask u alot....'_'

alrite... i think that is it....nothing much... have to rest all the way....
and HAVE FUN after exam....
heyyyy,,,

IMISSHIM!
IMISSHIM!
IMISSHIM!
IMISSHIM!
IMISSHIM!
LOL!

Love,
Aqilah

about them

2009-10-10T08:40:00.003+08:00

hmmmm....
skarang mr.K and i da rapat balek...
well, i realise that im not the type who hate
somebody because of whether he hate or even hurt me...
im not the type who really wants revenge on that someone...
i forgive someone easily...
i don't know why...but now i know who i really am...
and im quite violence on people...
not all.....i mean i love to make fun.....
my mr.ex once told me that i am a hyper person...
well, i think that's true....

speaking of Mr.ex....
i don't understand why everywhere i go,
i always saw him anywhere...
it will always happen everyday...
i hope it doesn't means anything behind this...

the last 2days.....
Mr.K's ex, told me that he has fallen in love with me....
some more she can ask me if he ask me for stead, will i accept it?
and i don't know what to say...then
i were studying at the study bench...
Mr.Lui told me that i should have a boyfriend b'cause he always saw me laughing to myself...
he said that if i have a boyfriend, i will laugh with him...lol..
hmmm....than nory said that i have an admirer...
"its your bestfriend, the clever2 one"
and straight away, Mr.Lui said "Khairi?"
then i saw mr.ex!
he sat at the bench beside ours...
errghhh...mr lui say he's name infront of him leh!!
aiyooo.....i don't want that to happen lor..
i don't want him to hate me...

okay...i have to end here first...
be back when im free..

btw.... i miss him too....

Love,
Aqilah

2009-09-24T15:28:00.002+08:00

still in school

im tired.....

today decided to skip tuition...

ahaaa...shhhhhhhh!!!!

skip tuition then go cut hair!!

eheee.......

but, exam next wk leh....

nvm....

can study while cutting hair...

eheee...lol

Gd Luck to all........

nothing much to say,

i may not update this blog the next day.....

but i will, one day....

Gd Day everybody....

Love,

Aqilah

TIRED!!

2009-09-09T22:45:00.006+08:00

haiz....
soo tired leh..
tired of doing housewrk...
i mean like cleaning all the cabinets and drawers in the kitchen,
whr there's alot of roaches and their s**t...ewww!!!
kay2..bnyk lagikeja kene buat menjelang rayer nik...
tkda kuih lansong...baju,pon belum dibeli....
rumah masih bersepah dan berserak!
hmmmm, prepaid low!!!!
kecian Zaini, tertunggu dier, smpai aku rply...
haizz....welll, honesly, after what had happen to me and Mr.K,
sudddenly, ade yang menggantinye...
he brighten up my day...he's d cussin of Mr.K too....
sooo,must bcareful, cannot say anything abt he's cussin,
latr he pao sumore and then, Mr.K sad....LOL

1week left bfor the end of fasting month, and now still cannot puasa...
i hope i can finish it next week...
biler tak puasa ni, nnty conferm hari raya tk rase meriah,
mcm wat ppl always say,'saper tak puasa tk blei raya'
okay2.....i mean ''saper ponteng puaser tak dpt duit rayer!!!''
ahaa...mepek!
hmmm,tomorrow stll have to clean up the cabinets and the drawer...
leeerr!!! MALAS GUE!!
PENAT4!!!!
watever it is must tahan, tk puasa aper???
many energy.... dpt makan lagy....
kay2... mao tdo...
gue capek banget!
GOOD NYTEE!

BTW,

Happy Birthday To,

Qistina and Shanizan

my 2beautiful and wonderful girls!

may all your wish comes true!!

love you guys!

Love,
Aqilah

hmmm...

2009-08-29T16:24:00.013+08:00

URRGGHH!!!
im having a vey bad headach today...
okay2... i noe i nevr had my sahur just nw...
haiz....hmmm....
maybe the whether is too hot...
yerp...just cme back from religious cls...
bfor cls begin, i gve my ustzh a teacher's day gift..
hmmm, it's a tudung...
in class...im having fun plying sushi with nadiah and siti while studying...
heess...hmmm, i only made it to the 4th level...

heess...

hmm, nw im still sick and tired of Mr.K's stupid attitude...
and i had a fight with him again,
this time, im being very harsh, and it really makes him hurt..
hm... well i do feel guilty abt this, but i gotta do it,
as i have to frget abt him, i cnnt be with him like hw we've been bfor..
after he becme close with his ex, he easily frgt abt me,
neglect me and ignore me...
from there, i feel that there's smthing wrong with him,
he chnge to his attitude bfor he is clse to me...
welll,i've been given him chances....
but, this just have to end here......
i dnt know what im doing but i knw that this is the best way
to frgt abt him, and let him frgt abt me
though he stl love me....
nw, i've deleted all his msges and he's contact num....
i'm too tired alrdy....
i will not knw whn is this gonna end...
i've had enough of being hurt by guys who have no heart...
now... i gotta do smthing to let me frgt all this...
yerp....and,all i gotta do is....
SLEEP!!!

Love,
Aqilah

hmm, just hoppe that there's someone who cn replace him in my mind

and also in my heart.......

iMh..

2009-08-22T10:05:00.003+08:00

hmm....
bfor anything,
i wld like to wish all the muslims, a
HAPPY FASTING MONTH!!
ahaaa....
wonder how all of u felt when it comes fasting month??
im soo happy, cus i dont get to eat, i dont have to gain more weight,
and dont have to attend PE lesson..
ahaaa.....

hmmmm, its been very long i never post this blog...
many thing had happen to me...
hmm, acctually i had a fight with Mr.K(i guess u know who)
i dont remember why we're fighting.....
or maybe it's just me...
or maybe we're not fighting, we're just being 'not close' these days,
my clssmate's keep asking why, and i don't noe why....
hmmm, things happen really fast...
and now, i miss him....

it's not like the days when my phone rang and i knew it was him

IDk!!! he is just like my ex, Mr.M
urghhh....why is he have to be like him???
i mean, the way he thinks, talk, and advice, its obviously like him....

But yesterday, he text me, why, because i text him to let him
noe i've change my number... ahaaa!!
speaking of my number, i've change my number, hmmmm,
my old number got this PUK block...and gotta replace the new sim card..
haiz....i've should've left it at home, when my phone is at home,
my lil siblings will started to godeh2 it.. and now what hapeen??
haiss, but now i got my new num!!, whoever want it, just ask for it....

hmmm, recently, beeen watching monster vs alien...
the moovei quite funny, hee, and i never stop watching it...
hmmm, i wanna watch 'up'!!
now,im waiting for my sister to let me watch it....
cant wait!!hahs....
hais....feeling soo hungry, eh!!
but haven't yet, it's just how many hours past...
and now hungry??yaya... must be my stomach....
today, have to attend religious class, been soo long never attend it,
and today i got to attend it..heee.....
welll, this time due to fasting month, class will end at 2pm...
and im not sure whthr is it tru....
hmm, i gotta end here, have to prepare for later....
sooo, be back by tmrw...
or the next day,
or the next day,
or the next day,
or the next day........
lol

Love
Aqilah...

soo sick,sory babe!

2009-08-06T14:34:00.005+08:00

haiz...

not feeling quite well today,

i was sent back home after 2hrs in school,

of runny nose and bad cough...

i missed lesson alott alrdy....

sumore nxt wk Commen Test...

but i stl can go tuition in the evening latr..

this time, Mr.K will sent me...ehee...

hmmm, i went to schl with Mr.K and shaqeer just now..

Mr.K show me the letter his ex-gf giv him yest...

hmm, the letter is about herslf and din,

and also abt me with Mr.K...

she relize that me and Mr.K became much mre closser day by day...

yerp, i just relize that too...

not just i relize that we becme much mre closser,'

i relize that we' re like a couple alrdy....

ermmm....nope2..not yet...

yest, he hold my hand....awww...

but his intention is to differentiate the size of our hand..

sooo,there's nothing acctualy...

soo sory dat i have to leave him in sch just now,

but i really cnnt thn...., bfor i went back,

he giv me the LONGAN that he bring for us to eat otw to schl this morning..

but i plan not to finish it as ltr we can eat togethr again otw to the centre...

BTW......

HAPPY B"LATED BURFDAY SISSY!!!

I Love EUUUU!!!

heessss..

yest is her burfday...

nothing to give herr...

soo soreeeyy.....

tmrw, schl celebrate National Day, goota whr red or white t-shirt...

not sure whthr there's any duty for prefect tmrrw...

hmmm...

gotta end here,

and sleep

bfor going tuition....

GdNitynite!!!

hee...

Love,

Aqilah

racial harmony day

2009-07-26T10:07:00.000+08:00

everybody!!

racial harmony was great,
though there's no concert going on...
but we had fun in the class, adil gotta be a "pondan" seminit
he's like the 'mak nyah' wearing all the malay dance thingy.
class keep on laughing at him..

hmmm....alot of people wearing the same cheong sam as mine.. acctually there's 5...1 of them is sleeveless..
heee...in my class, lela wore the same as mine..we keep being together, cause,friends keep saying we're like twins...
and i think we're not.... people keep saying im like a real chinese girl..
ahaa....i know i had a fair skin that looks like chinese(when im wearing the cheong sam)..
here are some of the pic i took.. i took less pic dat day...
hmmm, i become "The MOdel Of The Day Too"...
chey !
MOnix keep wanting to take my pic....ahaa....
tnkx babee ! love ya !

2009-07-21T21:53:00.004+08:00

Readers!!

I got BEAR!!!

a sweet and the cuddly one...

a guy gave it to me...
how sweet....
arh!!!!!!
it's the first time i've been given a bear....

thnx to that someone..

u're so sweet..

welll, the bear is quite cute(ofcourse)

it's sooo sooofftt....

ii loove too toouuch it..
todday i keep on holding and hugging

the bear never let it go....

ahaaa..

i think i wll never stop hugging it..

even now, i post this blog holding it...

ahaaa...GIRLS??

BOYS??

what will happen if they're given a bear??

ahaaaaaaa....hmm

no one knows xcept for the ppl at home...

maybe....

RACIAL HARMONY,

this friday....

i planned to wear my cheong sam(if the spelling is correct)

its black with red flowers on it...

hmmmm....

but i wanna wear my baju kebaye too.

the green one..

i don't knw lar...

we'll see on friday ayyy...

hee..

hmmm..khairi wants to ajak me go jamming with his friends tomorrow..

idk....wanna go or not heh??

go...no...go...no.....go.....no...........???

IDK!!!

hais....

i think i will see tomorrw...

if i go, then good for him...

he really wants me to go....

if not, im soooooo sssoooorrrryyy Khairi..

frget it..

now....

im having fun chatting with abng hafiz chenko...

heee..

Love,

Aqilah

still hugging her bear.....

2009-07-17T13:06:00.011+08:00

haha!!
Snow City was great!!!

im having alot of fun!!

haha.....

i wanna go again!

hmp... i never get to take picture in the snow city,

but i take picture when we're making ice cream..
haha!!
we make the ice cream using the liquid nitrogen...

haha...its the first time i made an ice cream...

this are some of the pictcha i've taken

isnt this guy cute??

im having fun blowing the L.nitrogen
haha!!!

i wanna do it again...

haha!!!!

see ya!

Love,

Aqilah

2009-07-13T21:59:00.007+08:00

haha!!!

i've had alot of fun yesterday..

watching IceAge3 with Khairi...

the movie was great and very funny..

i wanna watch it again!!! heee!!

hmm..bfor we watch the movie, khai wants to buy a new watch

he bought a black watch, and he asked me to wear his green watch..

and we just realise that the watch we're wearing suits our colour shirt..

haha...well, after watching the movie,
we meet our friends, aidil and indra at KFC...
and we lepak there for awhile..
then we went to the playground near my house..
because i really wanna play the swing..eheee..
hmm...yup,we're having alot of fun yesterday...

in school just now, im having fun playing with supiann..
ahaa... i keep on jentik his nose...heee...
and my mood is great....really great...
heex!! then i follow khai buy his prepaid card at the central..
after that we lepak under the block for awile...
then zul,erfiyan and afif saw us and we join lepak wit them..
soo,khai went bac to school for his cca.. then zul and me started to play
guitar and sing together..eheee...okayy... fun ar lepak wit them..heeeee.
i just realised that they got a really nice voice..
we lpk at the pondok for 2hrs alrdy and they want to anta me
bac till undr my blck...okkayy, so i cme bac hme, prepairng fr my break-fast...
yup..hee...

urm..heyy!! i really hate a person who does not noe how to appreciate
anything people done for him,urgghh!!
u're making me hate u more!!
u did'nt even say thanks or giv a smile after someone wish u something !
WTH??? is this how u say thanks to someone??
haiz....maybe ure juz thinkin the other way abt me...
ahaa...wateverlarh!!
do whatever you like, i wont bother you anymore...

Love,
JustMe...
Aqilah

2009-07-10T19:38:00.007+08:00

wokkay...
have not been posting this blog for 5days..
hee...well,abt the date, it turned out to be a disaster..
aha...we never get to watch the movie..aw...
well, its youth day, alot of people were queuing to buy the movie tikets..

we nvr get to take pic alot, cus he was soo tired..

ahaa..that not the reason...
teros terang, walaupon mendak, tapi funn!! hee

yesterday, in school, i dont noe why i keep thinking of MyMrEx,
why wont he get out of my mind??!!!
i keep remembering our memories,
i even sleep in class, and wakeup, remembering him..
haix... its been long,i never see him in school,
i only saw his best buddies, everytime, i saw the 4guys,
i nvr see him.. i even thought that he changed school..
hee...urmm...
zahid and qistina askd me, why i brokeup wit him,
well, i really don't noe what to say, i tell them to send my regards to hhim..
btol2 tkleh dudok diam, mesti aku pikirkan dierr..
haizzzz...
nxt week is his birthday, i cnt wait to wish him a happy birthday..
and i just text him, (well its normal riite?)...
haa...
Happy Advance Birthday BOy!!
hee..

thats all i gotta say,

"semankin lama,
semankin dekat hubungan aku dengannya...
semankin lama,
semankin perasaan itu tak terhapus daripadanya...
semankin lama,
dia merinduiku,
semankin itulah dia tidak berhenti
menyanyangi aku.."

Love,JustMe...

Date??

2009-07-06T01:34:00.004+08:00

Readerss!! hee!!
juz cum back from granny's hse..
get to meet my cuzzies,
long time never see..
haizz..imt alots!
there, im doing nothing accept fr plyin
games on smbody's phone...
i was soo bored!!
my adek sedara all playin games wit me..
all have chnge alots!
espcially, ninie(not her real name)
haix!!
not important...

hmm...guess wat..
i cant wait fr the date tmrrw...
i've been thinking wat i'm gonna wear..
he's been asking me wat colour will i wear tmrw..
he said he wants to wear sme colour as me...
i decided to wear a white shirt with red kardigen
and skirt at the bottom..
heee...erm..im not sure whether is it really a date..
well..we'll see..
we've plan to watch movie and then go mkn..
hee..i cnt wait!
soo i'll be back tmrww!!
chowx!!

Love,
JustMe

2009-07-02T12:27:00.003+08:00

Ellow everybody...

ermm...yea!!

my computer has been repaired..

new monitor!!

big screen!!

i can post tis blog everyday...

chat2 with guys..

and view my fs and fb...

haha...

Many things had happened to me the past 8days,

nvr posting this blog..

one of the day, is the memorable day in my life..

most sweetest day!!

i had a great time eating 6piece of chewy puff with HIM

YUMM!! its the first time ii share that chewy cream puff with himm..

we cut each puff into half.. and both of us eat at the same time, same puff...

hee... thnx to him!!

ermm... it had been 2yrs.....

he stll have that feelings twards me in him,

without im relizing it......

he told me he cnnt make that feelings easily fade away frm him as

evryday he keep seeing me.....

he wants to ask me for a date....

he really likes to take me to the movie one day.....

he said he wants to blanja me on my birthday.......

he did a big mistake by having a relationship with other girl........

i don't know whether i can trust all his words...

i don't know whether all of this is true...

i know i cnnt trust guys... all their words are BULLSHITSS..

but i don't think he's one the guyss...

he's different... but.... idk...

he's the most caring guy i'd ever met in my whole life...

i had once fallen for him bcs of his kindness..

and now, he told me he got that feelings in him since we're in sec1..

i was speechless...!!

and now..... that feelings twrds him came back to me...

and i cnt avoid it.. sometimes i look at him, i feel calm...

but sometimes, it feels hurt...

i don't know why!!

after one had gone out of my life, comes another one...

i don't know what to do...

seriously!!

today i never come to school,

as im having a terrible night lastnight..

i said smthing hurtful to HIM!!

i regret it!!!

i hope he's fine!!

URRRGGHHH!!!

God!! Please help me!!

i cnt get this things out of my head!!

haiyoyo!!

i think i gotta rest my mind!!

gtg

Love,

ItsJustMe

2009-06-22T09:33:00.001+08:00

welloww!!

heyy.. what a cold weather today...

i likeed:D

ermm.. im missing smone i.ve met 5years ago...

i trust him alot..

but wen the time we've got seperated,

i nevr giveup seaching fr him..

we relly lost contact..

till now...i nevr ever met him bfor..

nvr knw where he is. how is he..

he went to the same primary school wit my cuzen..

she once told me , she had a crush on him...

and now i dnt noe where he's schools at..

how is he rite now??

i hope we can meet one day...

but i gotta stop dreaming..

maybe he's happy with he's life...

i still remember he sang fr me infront of people...

arr...how sweet...

he told me personally, that he liked me...

(not like some othr guys who only TEXT?? wen they like us.. )

well, i accept him as a fren only.

HELLO! its 5years ago....

we dont even noe wats the meaning of LOVE!

heermm.. i gotta stop thinking of him..

but i really hope we can meet one day...

hmmm... tmmr is the day...

1 wk not at home...

100 students frm 10 Sec schools...

the sec3Tec students..

hope to have more friends frm other schools!

hope im having alot of fun!

as its the last wk of holiday..

i'll be back by 26June...

and now i gotta pack up my things

and prepare fr everything..

i'll be posting tis blog after i come bac

and have alot of restt..

haaaa.....

CHOWX evryone!!

MUAH!!!

2009-06-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

haluu everybodyy..
haaa...
today...noting much...

juz now i went fr my religious clss...
haizz...alot of the ppl nvr cum..
there 3girls and 4boys only..
holiday wat..lazy err...
we nnvr do anything accept fr revising wrk
as anothr two mre wks, we're havin exam...
hmm...
got one of this guy in my sister's clss keep staring at me
at the window..well our clss is juz nxt to each othr..
everytime, wen i came into my clss,
i sit beside the window and he keep staring and smiling at me..
eww... i get soo anoyying...
smore my sis hate him..
haha.. wtever...

just nw in the bus, i saw tis sec two boy, Qurrul Shafiq, i guess,
making alot of noise with he's cuzen or fren or whoever,in the bus..
well, he was sitting infrnt of me.. and they relly make me and my sis laugh..
ahaa..yea.. im nt sure whthr he reconize me...
but i think he did...
apepaper arhh..

yesterday... cockroaches attacked my hse!!
ewww!!! i hate roaches!!
different types and sizes of roachess..
alot of them!!!
urghhh!!!
wat makes it troublesome fr us is that we have to
clean away the roachess..
seriously i cnnt frgt that moment..

hmm..2 mre days left to Entrepreneur Camp..
hvnt prepare anythnk yet.
im soo lazy to go...
smore i hvnt do my hmwerk...
haizz..1 mre wk to schl reopen..
time realyy fliess...
i still miss him...trying to get him off my mind...
well, everything changes...

wokkay denn..
i'll cont tmrrw..
wanna get some sleep...
GdNyte!

2009-06-18T22:42:00.000+08:00

Elloww..

hmm..morning i manage to wake up early..

but..too early at.. 5.11am..haa..

cnt get back to sleep, i stay awake until 6.30...

doing noting...

i take my shower, get ready and do my hair..

hmm..i do my hair differently today..

not like always..

cus i really had a lot of time just nw..

well, i go prefect meeting with my fidah..

arr..i miss her soo much..

well honestly, just now prefect meeting was soo bored..

we nvr do anytng..just talk4...

haizz...

well, the exco s' had acctually plan to play water bomb in tis meeting..

but endup cancel..cus of the swine fluu thngyy..

hmm..we got our own prefect T's..

its quite nice..but the smaller size is M??!!

dughh..my size is xs...

M?? i look like the hiphoppers..

ahaa...

soo..just nw they release us at 11 smtnk..

i dnt wanna go back early cus i'd be bored at home..

soo staying back wit fidah,adq fira and adq jannah in the canteen..

i love them!!

soo we talk3..fidah really cnnt stop talking abt her fav artist...

who else? joe,zac,tailor..more...

haa.. 'buat tk dengr aje!...'

i brought my camera just nw..i gotta resize bac all the photo..

soo troublesme..seriously..no shrtcut way..

ahhaa..hmm..sitting at the cnteen talkn..

then the soccer and the takrw(maybe) boys came..

and i saw my mr ex..

well..honestly i do care wat he's been doin, whre he goes,

whose wit him, how is he...

hermmm..

really need time to frgt him..

i realize smtinkk jst nw..

i think he's tying to hide frm mee..ahaa

welll...ex BOYfiee!!

hermm..soo the boys are making alot of noise in the canteen..

err..watever...soo..

i continue resizing back pic in the camera.

ignorin their noise..

then i saw them gathering in the circle lookin smtnk,

i think they watch dat video...

u noe wat i mean..

BOYSS!!!

(soo immature)

okay..soo we change sit, at the study bench...

and i kinda ask adq Jannah is she quite clse to my mr ex??

cus they're classmates..

and Jannah told me evrytng...

ahaa...nw i noe wat happen bfor...

HE'S A LONELY BOY!!

aww......

but he is still the 'NAUGHTY' one..

like to make jokes,LAME jokes...

i come bac home, kings and sufiian called, to ask me out..walk2 at JP??

haaa...lyk dat time...

but i cant...mum wnt let..

gotta do HSEWRK3!!!

haizz..dats why im so bored at home..

this two boys really cnnt stop askin me out...

almost evryday...

but one time only i went out with them..

hmmm..4 mre days to Entrepreneurship camp..

its a 4days-3nights camp.

hvnt prepare anythng yet....

have to find smart casual clothin to bring...

haiizz..leceh!!

i guess i shall end tis post alrdy.

very tired...lucky tmrw dnt hav anythng..

soo..

NYTE!

2009-06-17T20:01:00.000+08:00

WEeii! ellow!!

haha..long time nvr post tis blog..

it has been a year..

sooo.. gotta get use to it...

hmm.. stying home..BORED
wanna go out..but tired...

just cum bac frm the supermarket..
buy things to cook today..ahaa..out of salt..gotta buy.

well acctually im not cooking, juz helping..hee.

juz nw, cum back frm the market..

i saw my 'abng angkat' who is my sis's ex,

playing soccer undr my blk.

well, he's not like always tegur me wen he saw me..

idc..tknk lyn suda..

now..chatting with sufian..

my boifren..ahaa(yerlahtu)

he's just a fren of mine. bestfren maybe.

heyy..i love Facebook..

GuessWat! i tried out these quiz

'How Sweet Are You quiz'

and my result:

Im the lemon-lime!:

You got a kick to you! You are estatic!

Filled with energy and you are wild (in the good way!)

and

'What Features Will My Soulmate Notice First?'

result:

Personality:

Your personality is your best feature.

Once your lover gets a sense of your personality, you have them hooked for life.

haa. i think im getting to like tis facebok..

hmm..well juz nw i had a dream..

idk..

the dream is quite similar to a movie,

'The Princess Diaries'

im the Princess...

wokkay...i dnt remember wats nxt,

but at the end, im the Queen of that country...

okay3... i noe its juz a dream..

Permainan Tidur..

cannot be true.

thats all i had fr today.

nothing much..

hmm..tmrrow got prefect meeting..

soo lazy to go...

but better go rather than staying home, bored.

gotta wake up in the morning..

urghhh...

haiz...

Gootta end here..

sooo.....

AmigoS!

new in blog

2008-06-06T17:57:00.000+08:00

Hi!this is my new blog!im trying to get confortable in using blog just to share my feelings or thought..my sister thought me how to create blog..

i hope i will get use into it..